I don't have a hard time with the darkness I love the night time always have. I don't like having depression but I do take several medications for it. Right now me and my psychiatrist are trying a new medicine for my depression and anxiety. I took a test called Genesight it check's your DNA and let's you know what drugs work for you and what drugs that don't work with your DNA . I would recommend this test to everyone who struggles with finding a drug that helps with your depression.

In my life time never had a problem with it

I always look at all the blessing that I have in my life and all the wonderful people that God has sent me. I'm very strong in my faith. That's enough religion. I have struggled with it for years. It was worse when I was drinking. I would drink more and have more suicidal thoughts. Hopefully those days are over. I am bipolar my opinion is once a alcoholic always a alcoholic. That's strictly my opinion. I'm sure someone out there would debate my on it. Love yourself and be good to yourself you are worth it.

I get anxiety and it is a constant battle. And im still learning how to deal with it day by day.

This year has not been good after the time change. My roommate who 2 was almost 72 passed away wednesday. He's been a friend for 10 years. We were not intimate because he looked too much like my father. Setting the clock an hour ahead made me go to be last night at 7:30pm thinking it was midnight only to wake up at 2:30am thinking it was 6:30am.