Thank you James Vourlos I wish the same I been fighting by my self 32 long years in June but never to late for a beautiful chance that God gives us too meet so many beautiful family in this site hope you are having a blessed day

This might sound crazy but I wouldn’t change anything currently because I have been positive since 2005 and this journey changed me a whole lot since. I got to focus more on my self and my path in life true I still struggle with grief and pain but I won’t let it stop me.

I would want to be skinny and muscular maybe people would like me more. As a heavyset guy not many people even want to talk to me let alone be my friend. People are very superficial like that. Plus no one seems to think of me as boyfriend material which really sucks because I’m boyfriend and husband material combined but my looks aren’t Star or Greek god so I get ignored. I have a few great looking guys I hang around with but most people I meet try to become my friend only to sleep with the good looking guys I know and then they ignore me once they get what they want.

I am already there and it still remains a work in progress. Quitting tobacco in July 2020 was the best thing I did for myself that year. Now to try and shed the excess 25 pounds I have put on since quitting.

Nothing. I finally got all the kinks worked out.