I just remind myself that I have been POZ since 1991 and could have died in 1996. Then I just go on with my life. That's the struggle. But I'm still here so there must be something on the horizon that I have yet to see.

During the Spring, Summer and Fall, I do Landscaping/Lawn Care/Gardening for a gentleman and his wife for cash money. It keeps me busy and makes me feel good to help someone and get paid also. The Winter slows me down a bit. I still do Snow Removal; for the older couple but I also do work inside their house to help them out. Helping people seems to keep me positive and keep me going day to day.

I still try to take pride in my appearance, and I go to the gym most days. That helps me feel good about myself. Honestly, my greatest source of peace is just being at home with my cat, reading or binging a show.

I KEEP SMILING !!!!

I'm focus on my present life and feeling and doing better 😁