I contracted the virus in the 1990's and on meds since. I was fortunate Protease Inhibitor were just FDA approved. And believe it was Protease Inhibitors that controlled my viral load and raised Tcells. I am a patient and a nurse on the field. not that the virus cares which field you are on. however, the reason I say this is because I am constantly surrounded by healthcare providers that treat the disease. And I am obsessed with knowing more. So I am always asking questions. I hate to hear this, "we just do not know." Why some people rocket to 1200 after 400 and some dont respond at all to meds "we dont know." Why some respond to a particular medicine and others dont "we dont know." Why someone develops a buffalo hump and others don't ""we don't know."" Why some get KS and others dont "we dont know." I have been on the same meds for over 10 years. Why they still work. "We don't know." The research seems to be on going. And there is a lot we just do not know yet. I don't know, can we say, fate, genes, type of virus, when was the person introduce to the virus? Are there certain mutations that render the virus less effective to medications? "We dont know enough." Trust me I am surrounded my healthcare providers and patients. I am watching, listening and learning. My theory: HIV is not one disease but a constellation of many consisting of mind , body and soul, skip one, you might as well skip all. It will not work without working on all three. Every thought, action, every feeling, every emotion, surroundings, relationships, food, exercise, perception of self the virus and the world around you will help you or hinder you; your sleep; the way you see yourself in the mirror, friend or foe? My theory make peace not war with the virus. Communicate with the virus. Make the virus aware that if it loses you, it loses itself. Reminder it, It needs you. You don't need the virus. Visualize the virus; visualize your Tcell and how many you have (lots) and how healthy the are. Don't hate anything or anyone! Even the virus. Cut the shit with you ego, mean what you say, say what you mean. Respect your self.,,really important, get out of certain websites, you know exactly which ones. It was hard for me. But I did it. I have no comments on drugs. You know the deal. And get rid of the fucken phone already and actually converse with other mammals just like you. Not that any of you have asked me any of this. However, I hope it helps someone out there.
MAA

Llegué tarde y recientemente al mundo del VIH, me infectaron C a los 66 años y me diagnosticaron a los 67. Me pusieron Biktarvy, lo que me mantuvo indetectable y en el CD[ [teléfono:4 400-600:]] rango. Ahora tengo 70 años y mis análisis de sangre muestran algunos números problemáticos relacionados con tris y colesterol, así como con sustancias químicas relacionadas con los riñones y el hígado. Aparte de algunos dolores musculares graves, realmente no puedo decir cuál es mi esperanza de vida actual. Podría estar más enfermo de lo que me siento y morir mañana, o podría alcanzar la esperanza de vida normal de los hombres estadounidenses. Lo tomo un día a la vez, agradeciendo a Dios por cada día que finalmente me está dando. Les agradezco a todos los que comparten para no sentirme tan solo con esta enfermedad. Hay mucha experiencia y sabiduría valiosas en este gepup por lo que estoy agradecido.

I’m a late and recent arrival to the HIV world, having been infected C at age 66 and diagnosed at 67. I C was put on Biktarvy which has C successfully kept me undetectable and in the CD(Phone number can only be seen by the question and answer creators) range. I am 70 now, and my blood work shows some troublesome numbers related to tris and cholesterol as well as kidney and liver related chemicals. Other than some serious muscle aches, i really can’t tell what my current life expectancy is. I could be sicker than i feel and die tomorrow, or i could reach the normal American male life-expectancy. I’m taking it one day at a time, thanking God for each day ultimately He is giving me. I’m grateful for you all that share so I don’t feel so all alone with this disease. Theere is much expensive experience and wisdom in this gepup for which i am thankful.

Update to main post above:
On his death certificate the doctor who led the team looking after this patient in his final days and final hours has written the following under "Cause of Death". (Note the inclusion of HIV as having been one of the causes of his death):
I. (a) gastrointestinal haemorrhage.
(b) intestinal ischaemia.
(c) gastrointestinal inflammatory disease.
II. End stage renal failure, hypertension, coronary artery disease, human immunodeficiency virus.

As a trained hospice end of life doula, I have found this same shut down occuring with many different diseases. HIV, all types of cancers, ect. and persons who have lived with addictions even though sober for many years. Science cannot explain this yet. We are taught to look for the signs of pain and to comfort the patient with medication. Having been with so many end of life patients, I wonder what could be done different to produce a better outcome and have not found an answer. This is not medical advice just my observations. Having started on AZT and the early medicines causing extreme problems for over 18 years. I'm on Juluca and for the first time it has very little side effects. I know that in the end my body will break down and I'm just trying to live the best I can till then and my faith gives me my ultimate hope. Pastor David Bast INELDA trained Doula. Note: In the 80's and early 90's I sat with so many AIDS patients and at least now we try to control the pain it was not alwys this way!

Hola, soy Millie y vivo con VIH desde hace 29 años en 1994. Me siento bien. Tengo problemas médicos. Colesterol y triglicéridos.
presión arterial, pero me siento muy bien, solo tengo que vigilar mi ingesta de alimentos, creo que todo el tiempo cuándo es mi momento. Siempre digo que los que vivimos con el VIH podemos morir por otras causas distintas al VIH como mujer. Nunca miré hacia arriba a los 66 años. la vida de una mujer, es triste cómo este hombre murió de la forma en que lo hizo y que el Dr. ponga todas sus causas en desacuerdo con eso
Que descanse en el paraíso 😇

Hi I am Millie living with Hiv 29yrs 1994, I feel fine I have medical issues Cholesterol, triglyceride
blood pressure, but I feel great just got to watch my intake of food, I think all the time when is my time I always say we that live with Hiv can die from other causes other the Hiv as a woman I never at 66yrs looked up a woman's life span, it sad how this man died the way he did and for the Dr to put all his causes not cool about that
May He Rest In Paridise 😇